As to why I did it? I'm tired of my old crap. I'm also in need of finding myself. If I don't produce anything in 2010, I can safely say that this just might be the end. As of this time, it will remain desolate here until I feel comfortable enough to draw and post shit again.
An MMO with an homage to old school 2D beat 'em ups. 5 classes: Slayer, Gunner, Mage, Priest, and Fighter. I don't play MMOs very often, but this game's pretty slick. Controls are pretty responsive, especially with the use of a joypad.
So this amount of time's passed and I really haven't produced anything. This makes me question myself if I really want to keep doing this or not, because I feel like all the passion/desire's been zapped out of me. I've been saying that I've been wanting to restructure myself, but that hasn't happened. Soooooo either I need to come up with a new view on things so I can get this feeling back, or just quit all together to move onto other things. Right now I'm just not sure.
Listening to: Shoji Meguro - I'll Face Myself -battle-
Playing: Persona 4, GTA: San Andreas
Not really, but... Man. I think I got way too party happy this past year. I've really been off track in the past few years with anything hobby related on the internet. I think that this year will definitely be the year for me to start picking up the slack again. I mean, my ass isn't in college, so what good am I doing for myself just letting things sit here and rot? It's ridiculous that I've been procrastinating for so fucking long without much of anything to show for it. Seeing as I don't have much money (applying for unemployment today), I think it's time for me to slap myself in the face and wake the hell up. Whatever little potential that I have in me needs to be taken advantage of at this point in my life.
I have a website that's been sitting there for a couple of years with tons of webspace and bandwidth, yet, here I am, not really doing anything with it. Sure, I'm hosting a few of my friends on there, but I'm not doing anything for me in terms of art or having a creative outlet. It also used to be (and kind of still is) that I'm afraid of thinking outside the box, doing something I normally haven't done with my drawings/sketches/pixels. I think it's time for me to slow down with my days of getting totally fucked up and balance that with doing something with myself. A person can only do the same routine over and over for so many years. Now that I've grown a little older (still immature as hell), I'm realizing that time's running a lot faster, meaning less time to get my shit together.
So here's to me trying to do something with my life! WHERE'S THE JACK AT?